September 30, 2008
I don’t know why but I just am. I guess maybe later I’ll regret having to say this online, or maybe I’ll be proven wrong by fate or by chance, maybe I’m lying, and maybe he’ll unconsciously hurt me afterwards. Maybe i’m bored. Or maybe I need to get a life. Maybe I’m [...]
September 30, 2008
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September 15, 2008
I’ve been sweating like a pig ever since I came to the boarding house from school. Today is the opening (?) of BU week. And I danced this morning along with my other miserable freshmen PE students for the mass demonstration. I don’t know any frigging step, and I don’t exactly know [...]
September 30, 2008
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September 7, 2008
…before my birthday.
And it sucks, really. Everything that happens today, no matter how great, will turn out the opposite (of great) tomorrow. And tomorrow. And the day after that, and the day after that, et cetera et cetera. I guess I’m excited, since I’m counting off the days before my birthday, but I [...]
September 10, 2008
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September 3, 2008
Yep. No classes forever. I’ve been here in Naga for almost a week now. Hmm…I went home last Thursday; since it was our Intramurals (didn’t join any sport. Duh.) and now it’s Wednesday. And I just got a text message saying that we don’t have classes tomorrow. Wow. I don’t know if it’s [...]
September 10, 2008
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August 20, 2008
NSTP is a bitch.
Not only can’t I cope with the lessons, I also have to force myself to be a good person. Don’t get me wrong though, I love it when I do something good and feel like a saint or something. But I don’t want to force myself into something that I [...]
September 10, 2008
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