…and i’m loving it.
it’s 5:31 and i feel like dying.
nothing interests me lately.
i’m going to fail. i just know it. i know it like how jared leto’s character in chapter 27 knew it. you have to watch the movie to know what i’m talking about.
i wish vince was here. he always makes me feel a [...]
i can smell the flowers rotting from here…
issa the failure
june 21,2009
issa the failure.
issa the heartbreaker.
issa the heartbroken.
issa the destroyer.
issa the weirdo.
issa with vince.
issa without vince.
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IF I COULD JUST TELL MY HEAD TO SHUT THE FUCK UP then i wouldn’t have to feel this way anymore about loser. i think it’s over. i think it’s not.
SAY SOMETHING! i want him to tell me in his [...]
the “ta-da!” factor
June 15, 2009
Oh. It’s Leo’s birthday today. I remember.
Someone I know has the “ta-da!” factor. And it’s not Loser (anymore). It’s Black Pearl. Let’s just call him Black Pearl. I don’t know. I just got that weird feeling. And no, it is definitely not love. More like a cross between an innocent crush and a [...]
it seemed like fun
im going to post a half and half today.
May 31, 2009
His mom doesn’t like me at all.
Last night Loser and I happened to be eating dinner with his mom around and it felt really awkward, for me at least. I could figuratively feel her scanning me for flaws: in conversation, in condition, and in action. [...]
time to part
January 27, 2009
Time to part.
It’s weird that I’ve been ranting for a couple of months now with Loser getting tired of me, cheating on me, getting back with them other girls, et cetera et cetera. I don’t think he ever really did any of those. Instead, the more that our relationship lasted, the more [...]
bipolar
January 20, 2009
Not me, although I constantly admit to being bipolar; it’s stupid, I’m not even sure if I’m really bipolar, but everyone agrees anyway. My brother is the one who’s said to have bipolar symptoms, straight from the psychiatrist’s mouth. He made an appointment with the psychiatrist last Saturday, and now he’s on meds. [...]
so little time
January 13, 2008
I’ve been having a hard time fully giving every detail of what had happened during the time when I was feeling a bit stagnant. Last time I checked, the last time I wrote here was during the 8th of October or the 26th of October. If the entry for the 26th of October [...]
here goes
my first time to write a post while online. im in the college library…wasting time. haha. crap. natatae ako.
hahahahaha
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headache + siakol = PUTANGINAAAAAAAAA!
October 8, 2008
All the written examinations are done with. I’ll get my grades on Monday. The only thing left are two oral defenses: one for NSTP and one for Philippine History. NSTP, would be, I guess, a breeze. The only thing I’m going to do there is to ask questions, which I’m good at. The [...]
